Torn In between

Torn in between me and reality.
What i see what i feel and what I'm supposed to do.  Three men one heart and a lost key. One is the man one is the cutie one is the one who gives me a few feelings. They all know a different side of me but none of them know the same. It sounds insane but i have so much in my brain.  Mind body and soul i guess they just don't agree on who I am and who i need to be.
One wants the money, one wants the love, one wants the dream but i can't have all three.  One wants a home, two someone to hold the other a life to call their own. 
I want heaven I fear hell  i live on earth.  Stuck in between I can't figure out me.

Scott storch

I googled u a few days after I met you. I read all these horrible things. But our first conversation and the way u pretended to make me feel made me double think everything else.  Thought id give you a chance. I thought you were real and we could of just been friends or even nothing but I guess those weren't your intentions. You didn't have to lie, or embarass me. I should of known better.  I guess realiness is too much to ask from hollywood. And I guess I'm still young and thinking life is disney.