After realizing my life is falling into a deep hole im trying to shift into a more positive aspect of life. I realized why I came here and if I can't do what my first intentions are then I must leave back to Arizona. Its hard to make friends then again try anew and realize sometimes they might not be the people for you. I don't like being around the whole drug scene its just not me. Watching people on it while im sober scared me. I don't want to be this caniving bitch, using a guy who I later on found out was a good guy. I got to let it roll out and let this play its course. Started going to church a little praying alot more. Today I spent the day with billy and the night. No we still have not had sex. :) yay. I was supposed to go to confess today but I didn't tomorrow im still going to church though just got to make an appointment with priest. Well wish me luck back to my baby. :)
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