Pretty cool very fun. Went to a few clubs and bars. We stayed in the vice presidential suite amazing view. I did molly for the first time (my first time was supposedly with julie but I lied and pretended I was too scared) I liked it though so much better than extacy. Did it almost everyday I didn't trip until the night I smoked weed. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts kept rushing in. I kept talking to josh oh btw the guys we came with we met were from the strip club. Ended up being really cool people. Josh paid for everyone and everything. He not once tried to even think of disrespecting me. I appreciated it alot. First guy to not try anything and no he's not gay. But still even though we go out I can't help but want everyones attention. Now im confused do I want someone to like.. or someone who will give me a good life. But after this" vacation" I need to get my things together. Im thinking maybe the army to pay off my school or find a live in sugardaddy or sugar daddy to pay my rent while I get a Real job. And go back to school Idk but I need to hurry. Im thinking of living in Miami Idk everything a clutter ill see. Anywho maybe clear water tomorrow with felix ( possible sugar daddy)
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