So right now my situation is being in cocoa beach with ready no place to stay. I stay everywhere hotels friends house keiths mansion but im not set anywhere. God has blessed my ridiculous life style and provided me with a place to stay every night. Even when I ran off until 7 am drunk met a completely unknown stranger who offered me his (of course male) hotel room and spare bed. He did try and cuddle and touch me but once I brushed him off he got the hint. Then I meet this cool surfer dude from work and he's teaching me how to surf but it makes me uneasy because I know what he wants. I had no place to shower and get ready for work and he also got a hotel and let me hygiene myself. He has money and I know I want to do the whole sugardaddy thing but I just can't have sex sober. And I don't want to. He wants to take me to Puerto Rico to surf I don't mind but no sex.. and not even kissing. Idk my life style is crazy I really need to settle down and get my stuff together so I can have my happily ever after. But im so contradicting I want the perfect life humble and in love but I want the rich show off and have everyone want me life style. I swear I have a split personality disorder.
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