another heartbreak

L<p>Im very picky with who I choose to like, and jonathan was the last guy I liked, and I liked him for almost four years. Then I come to Florida and meet this great guy. He was perfect! Everything and more I ever wanted in a guy, almost too good to be true and now I come to find out he was. We talked almost every night on the phone, texted all the time had great conversations. I swore this one was different. We never slept together we never did more than kiss every once in a while. I don't know how he could just lie to me and make me think he liked me too. I don't know its just so sudden, we were just testing yesterday. Im afraid maybe he found out I was dancing again... it sucks. Im really torn and hurt I cried I want to keep crying but I can't let myself. I don't want to keep being the pretty girl everyone wants but never loves. God please send me a great man. Please.. I know I don't deserve one but that's all ib ask for. Help me better myself. Love myself.