Myself the day i watched "silenced"

I've taught myself to conquer most situations. But when I'm alone there's no more pretending. I can convince others and sometimes myself. But when I'm alone I feel it alll heavier then I would at the moment. No one to trust no one to love no one to talk to. I left to try anew but people will be people. I lose my hope and strengths. Then one day I'm great. Maybe I'm bi polar maybe I'm just still getting settled in.. this risk I took this life I chose is one bigger than I had hoped

Also this movie silienced disgusts me human perversion
Has become so animal like. What is becoming of human kind